Me, My Grandma and Her Shadows | 2025

Kiky Siwadnidhikul | Fine Art Mixed Media Degree Show

University of Westminster

Mixed media art installation with a fabric piece comprising collage and textile elements, mounted on a white wall with headphones hanging nearby.
Colorful hanging yarn woven art and a black headset against a white wall.

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Textile Installation, Sound Work

(approx.) 220 x 165 cm

About

A group of people participating in a traditional outdoor ritual or ceremony surrounded by lush dense greenery and plants, with a thatched roof structure in the background.
A man with light skin and short hair, and another man wearing a headscarf, are engaged in a transaction at an outdoor market stall. The stall has a fabric cover and various items for sale.
An elderly woman receiving a traditional offering from a group of women in a room decorated with framed pictures and boxes.
Sepia-toned photograph of a traditional paper parasol viewed from below, surrounded by tree leaves, with sunlight shining through.
An elderly woman with white hair sitting on a cushion, holding two young children, one in each lap. One girl with long black hair and a smiling expression is sitting beside her. A boy with short black hair is sitting on her lap. They are inside a room with a dark hardwood floor, a standing fan, and a mural on the wall in the background.

Delving into fragments of my childhood memories, I remembered that I would bite and rip my stuffed animals, and mum would stitch them back up for me until there was no more left of the toy—yes, that is apparently a thing children do. Playing on that peculiar habit of mine, it has carried over my interest in materials and weird textures into my current art practice. I love working with embroidery and stitching fabrics and latex, but I’m also interested in exploring new ways to manipulate these materials into different mediums beyond textiles. I touch on the topic of women in history, working with fabrics, as something often associated with femininity—my grandma being one of the strongest women of her time, and that’s where the correlation lies.

Aside from materials and touch being important elements in my project, I also find sound to be a significant part of spirituality, as it enhances our senses and almost grounds us in a way that visual objects cannot. For the outcome, I combined prayers that I would hear throughout the festivals with the cartoon noises that would every now and then dip in and out of the sound work to represent the child back then who would hide away from the chaos of the festival.’

‘At the heart of this piece lies my recurring fascination with materials and patterns. The inspiration was drawn from my grandmother, who lived as a medium for her entire life. Every year in our household, we would host festivals for the dead, where older relatives would come together and dance in their possessed beings— my grandma being one of them. I grew up surrounded by spirituality, culture, those religious and possessed, clairvoyants and psychics—yet of all things, the most memorable parts of those festivals for me as a seven-year-old were the cartoons that I’d watch as I hid away from the music and the old people. As Tom and Jerry and Adventure Time came on, my mum would every now and then pull me out of the room to help with festival duties, and that was where my boredom began. This recollection struck me as an idea; hence, for this piece, I wanted to connect two completely different aspects of my childhood into one: the ghost festivals and the cartoons.

A woman standing next to a large, mixed-media textile art installation on a white gallery wall. The textile piece includes various fabric patches, embroidery, and accessories.

Journal and Soundwork

*Sound work consists of Buddhist Prayer sounds and cartoon noises